[到处怨念]海上生繁花

seishiro

·我想,自己是最最最最不幸的女人...人生里全是差错...全部全部的差错...

去年,去年RM来北京的时候,我一个人坐在酒店里看了一场乱糟糟的比赛.窗户外面是浦东刚刚开始美丽和喧闹的夜空.
电视里那些熟悉的面孔...那么远那么远...看得我疲倦和麻木...
我想,那是最糟糕的一场比赛.

今年,今年我在北京的夏天里浑浑噩噩地挥霍时间...忽然觉得上海遥远得让我浑身发抖...眼泪掉得那么廉价...


·圈同我说,东天见到Fernando的时候,我看着SS...隔了那么多年的十二宫...我最喜欢的水瓶宫...卡妙好看的眸子被冰封...冰凉得没有温度的笑容和眼泪...
C同我说,Fernando在采访时候说,最开心的时候是2000年拿到冠军杯...
冰河轻轻地说,再见了,我的老师,卡妙...一西伯利亚的荒凉落寞和悲伤...
再见...再见...再见了...Fernando...

2000年吗?....2000年...
2000年RM拿了最好的冠军...
2000年RM失去了最好的Fernando...
要有多坚强,才敢念念不忘?

Rola说,她没有去看训练,没有去看比赛...如果Rui来的话...她或许会去吧...
我看着手机屏幕楞了楞...你看...念念不忘的...其实没有那么多人...
Rola记得她的Bati,记得她的Rui,甚至记得受了伤的乌克兰人...也记得那个头发胡子乱糟糟的西班牙人...
独独忘记了...Fernando...
巴黎王子公园球场里,最后的王子...


·Broken windows, endless television shows
so much happening today
a thousand people come and go and stay and fade away
they draw the blinds and watch the show
have you ever been so low?


Planes write your name up in the sky
and flowers die for your suicide
the train stops in vain and the pain stop for you

And we all believe in insulin
perfume and soap and ventolin
but no one believed you when you said your heart was blue

it's raining inside and it's raining for me and for you


·米兰是一支...奇怪的温情的球队...
我想起来...那一次在罗马...偌大的球场中央泣不成声的Demi...这一次,从来没有关于米兰的任何印记的希格诺里...
还有还有...四年的岁月...Fernando同米兰...温情而冷漠的交会...


·我从来不揣测,这一次分离,Fernando在想些什么...
他总能把自己照顾得好好的...即使是那时候离开马德里,再回来,再看物是人非...也都没有落花流水的唏嘘感叹...
You'll see my heart is broken in two
Cos I've seen the real you


·有多爱马德里?
爱得连骨血里都写着Madrid...


·there was something in the air that night
the stars were bright, fernando
they were shining there for you and me
for liberty, fernando
though i never thought that we could lose
there's no regret
if i had to do the same again
i would, my friend, fernando

风暴里听到的歌,看到的歌词...
眼泪掉得温情而廉价.


·再见...再见...再见了...Fernando...

·海上生繁花.
容我沉沉睡去.
梦里容颜依旧.

[此贴子已经被作者于2004-6-3 15:32:22编辑过]

斧头帮帮主

原来也是剩饭，同道中人。